Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Letting Go!

says: It breaks my heart how my son treats me, but I do know one thing is GOD is greater and I am letting GO and letting GOD, He has put a knife in my back for years and years and half of the problem is because people instilled in him when he was younger how bad of a mother I was.. However since GOD has redeemed me and set me from my past.. I am not going to keep allowing these wounds to re-open and cause some unnecessary pain...I am letting go and letting GOD.. Willl love him to life, but will not tolerate being cussed out and lied on and treated any kind of way.. I am freeing myself from the pain and I am praying that he returns back to his first LOVE!!!! Dariyon I will always love you, but until you can respect me and treat me like a mother should be treated, keep your comments and business to your self.. I have nothing but love for you.... However enough is enough.. Its time to heal and be real......God doesn't like ugly he serves justice in many ways... Keep ya mouth off of the anointed ones....I am freeing myself..
For you mothers that can feel my pain, say a prayer for me as I say a prayer for you... I am breaking this cycle... I fully give it over to GOD for he is my healer and my protector and my provider....

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Lady In Waiting.........

So, I am reading this book "Lady in Waiting," and I would love to share some quotes from this book. For all you women out there, YELL amen out loud if you think these are COMPLETELY true. No matter who is listening. People may think your crazy, who cares? You are crazy.

"Daily, throughout the world, women's hearts are broken because they allow their emotions to run ahead of their commitments. As a result, they end up emotional cripples, angry at the men who failed to live up to their emotional fantasies."

"At a girls night out, a single woman shared how she used to resent spiritual monitoring from her mom in relation to her fantasies. She used to dread her mother's calm and reserved response to her dramatic presentation of the date she had with the man of her dreams. Her mom, a vivacious woman, seemed so restrained and even a little cynical when responding to her daughters "bubbly babbling" about Mr. Right. How could such an outgoing, positivie, and uplifting mom be so reserved when responding to the dreamy-eyed chatter about the arrival of the man worth waiting for? Did her mom have information of which the daughter was unaware? Had she hired a detective to follow the man of her daughter's dreams and find incriminating information? Of course not! This mom was extremely wise in monitoring her own response so her daughter would not get excited and distracted by a prospect who might never become a reality."
 - this sounds exactly like my mom.. thank you mom for always letting me know about your red flags, and your discomforts when meeting my guy friends, or the boyfriends I have had. You are THE BOMB . COM.

"Unmonitored chatting can lead to major defrauding" - heck yes.

"Not that I speak from want; for I have learned to be content in whatever circumstances I am. I know how to get along with humble means, and I also know how to live in prosperity; in any and every circumstance I have learned the secret of being filled and going hungry, both of having abundance and suffering need. I can do all things through Him who strengthens me." (Phil 4:11-13)