Dear Future Husband~

Dear future husband,

I never thought of writing a letter to you but ever since I was wandering around the web, I've read through a lot and lots of letters from other women to their future husband too so I insist to write mine to you. I'm not sure whether you will be reading this letter one day but this I promise you, we will read this letter again once I am officially yours. :)

At this very moment of my life, I have no idea who you are and what you do for living. I have no idea if I ever met you, whether we're friend or maybe you're just a stranger that I might get to know with one day. I have no idea whether you live in Miri or staying some where else far far away from me. I have no idea if you know Jesus or you're just a free thinker that doesn't belief in anything. But one thing for sure, I hope you'd put God as a priority in your life. But I'm pretty sure you're a Christian cause that is why I am marrying you in future right? :)

I am so excited upon my awake every morning, cause each days that passed by bring me closer to you and the day we'll met and get to fall in love with each other. Even though our love haven't even begun yet but tell you what, I think about you on a daily basis. I think about you the most before I went to bed because that is when I started to prayed for you before I sleep. Yea, I prayed for us. Even though I have no vision of your face yet, but I prayed that God will lead your way to me soon.

I often wonder how would you look like on our wedding day, I'm sure you will be the most handsome guy on earth! And that is when my heart speak, "You are the most excellent choice I ever made in my life..." . And I can visualize how your eyes shines so bright staring straight at me with my white wedding gown walking down the aisle with my dad guiding my way to you infront of all our family in a church. At that very moment, the world stop turning for a while. I am the most luckiest woman alive to have you by my side.

But in marriage, it's not all about the sweet sweet things we often see in the movie. I'm sure we'll gonna fight a lot. Cause, I'm good at it! :p but tell you what, I never wanted us to fight but sometimes when things get rocky, we'll learn to appreciate each other more. So please, don't let me fight alone. We're in this together so never leave me even when you can't stand listening to me arguing. Just let me talk until I'm done cause I do get tired of talking and that is when I will stop mumbling. You know I did that because I love you too much. :)

Have you ever wonder how many kids will we have? ;) I don't mind at all if it's two, three, four or even more. As long as you'll give all your unconditional love with full of attention on us, I'm sure we can make it to a perfect family. In you I trust, that is why I am marrying you at the very first place because you are the man I choose to be the father of my children. :)

Do know this dear future husband, I love you. I love the man you will be one day, the man I will stand beside and I respect. The man I will surrender my life to, the only man I will love with all my heart. I am nowhere near the woman God has called me to be, so I need to prepare myself before I'm ready for you. But still, I am waiting and I am holding on to my romantic and naive heart, knowing I will give it to you one day and fully trusting you to keep it safe.

So, wherever you are right now, I'll pray to God to take a good care of you until we meet. :)